The Unwanted

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Greetings dear ones!

This is a very crucial time for us all. INDEED. As you begin your awakening path you will feel moments of distress. You will see steps ahead of you on your path that are very much unwanted...yet they are vital.

Do NOT shut these out. Listen to the imprints on yourself, explaining the reasons for such perceived "wrongs."

What you THINK you want may not be the actual course of your path. Before feeling the imposition to self, you must look at the affect of the whole.

Just as discomfort in the human body can lead to realization of a deeper problem, and that solution...Your own dismay is part of a bigger picture. Do not look at only the scene of your discomfort, but the entire film.

YOU, dear lightworker, are part of the source. The merits of your work will show themselves, despite the discomfort you now sense.

Peace be with us all.

Are You A Lightworker?

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Another series that will is coming on Indigo Insight will about lightworkers. As a friend and fellow indigo recently told me, she tends to stay away from using the term "indigo" to refer to herself or anyone else because of the general conception of elitism in indigos (I feel this is due to the way the media has presented the information). Instead she uses the term lightworker. (Some also use the term energy worker.)

As I have mentioned in my earlier posts in the Indigo Child series, indigos are no "better" or more privileged than anyone else. In fact, it can be quite a tough road at times. It simply means our very stubborn nature has led us to keep a bit more awareness each incarnation than perhaps those around us. Plain and simple.

EVERY single human can choose to be a lightworker. All will have different skills that can be shared with humanity. How is that EVERYONE can be a lightworker? Because we are all connected as a collective consciousness.

A wonderful analogy was used by a dear friend of mine, who continues on her path of awakening. When explaining this idea to her, she thought of it as a cell in a body. A cell is unique and very much it's own entity, however it also is part of a vast collective and ever changing whole, which is our body.

Therefore, even those who are not old souls (or "onetimers" as some refer to them) can choose to be lightworkers in their life.

In an effort to bring more attention to this wonderful work, I will posting a multi part series on what it means to truly be a lightworker and the wonderful things that have and can be accomplished.



The video below does a wonderful job at breaking things down very simply. As a warm up to upcoming discussion I recommend watching it.

Physically Sharing Human Energy

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Physically Sharing Human Energy

Do you REALLY want to know someone?

Several people have recently asked me what I mean in conversation or email when I talk about “sharing energy.” Some have taken that simply as two people spending time together, hence their natural energies are sharing. While this is true there can be MUCH more to enjoy from it.

Have you heard of Reiki? Many are aware of it, as it is an ancient Japanese healing technique. Recently more and more practitioners have spring up all over the U.S.

The same principles related to Reiki apply to each of us. Referencing back to my article on auras, we all have a natural bio field and energy that flows through us as living creatures. This energy is like anything else inherent to us, such as emotions and intent, and can be shared with others.

To be quite honest, it is almost like a drug in it’s addictiveness. One must be open within themselves to truly feel this energy sharing, but I assure there will be absolutely NO question when you do feel it. It is a vastly unique physical sensation.

First, you must focus your energy, similar to what you do in meditation or breathing techniques. I personally visualize my energy inside by body as a glowing entity, which grows stronger with my desire.

Second, we all have a sending hand and a receiving hand. I will give you the traditional values for this as I personally am a bit odd and use the same hand for both. The majority of people write with their dominant hand. Your dominant hand is your sending hand and your other hand is for receiving.

Sit or stand next to your friend, hold your sending hand closely over (or directly on if you feel more comfortable that way) their receiving hand. Combine the two above steps. Have your energy focused and harnessed, then as a very easy and natural thought choose to use your sending hand as a conduit, similar to an umbilical chord, to transfer your energy into them. Do not try to focus too much. It should be a very fluid thought and emotion. Just as focusing too hard on a thought resulting in the thought being forgotten. Just let yourself do it naturally.

Everybody’s energy is different, because it is a signature of that individual, so the feelings the receiver gets can vary. Those participating are literally giving and receiving themselves. Ones entire statement of self, their inner self, their intentions, heart motivations etc. are given and received. It is like implanting yourself into someone’s brain and emotions in the same action.

The first time I did this I was receiving energy from my teacher. Her signature was very strong, and it reminded me of how your hand feels when it’s asleep, only with a much warmer temperature. Another friend’s energy was cool and calming, almost breezy.

As you practice this technique you will gain more and more control and be able to make different shapes with your energy. My teacher and I will play games where she makes a certain shape in my hand and I have to guess what that shape is. She also can send her energy out of specific fingers. Visualize how fingers look as they type on a keyboard, or play a piano. She can make different strengths of energies from those individual fingers, and acting as though she is playing the piano prick your hand at precise spots, to where you only feel her energy where she just pricked you, like with a needle.

As I said earlier, it is very addictive. It is unlike any other human feeling you have ever felt. The first time I experienced it, the first thought that raced through my mind was “I’m home.”

You can also practice with yourself. Use the same technique, only instead of sending to someone else send to your own receiving hand. I use this practice personally, and usually end up playing with my own personal “beach ball” of energy.

It will further cement to you the power of your own spirit, mind and body. It can help to cleanse yourself. Just as doing strength training or exercise is good your body, energy work is good for your mind and soul.

Try it out and let me know your experience with it!

What IS an Indigo Child? – BY an Indigo Child - Part II

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What IS an Indigo Child? – BY an Indigo Child

Part II:

Indigo Awakening: Welcome to the Matrix



Man of you have seen the movie The Matrix Any who haven’t I strongly recommend seeing it.

The process that you have started, or may begin at some point, is much like what is described and portrayed in the first Matrix movie.

As Neo stands in a crowded club, waiting for something to happen, in his first encounter with Trinity she tells him, “The truth is out there, Neo. It's looking for you and it will find you, if you want it to.”

How many of us have felt that, many times, throughout our life? Something, a truth, an answer that is so close we can almost taste it, yet it remains aloof.

What I’d like to do now is insert a portion of The Matrix script. At this point in the film it is the first face to face encounter Neo has with Morpheus, and I feel it sets a good mood for our topic.



MORPHEUS
I imagine, right now, you must be
feeling a bit like Alice, tumbling
down the rabbit hole?

NEO
You could say that.

MORPHEUS
I can see it in your eyes. You
have the look of a man who accepts
what he sees because he is
expecting to wake up.

A smile, razor-thin, curls the corner of his lips.


MORPHEUS
Ironically, this is not far from
the truth. But I'm getting ahead
of myself. Can you tell me, Neo,
why are you here?

NEO
You're Morpheus, you're a legend.
Most hackers would die to meet
you.

MORPHEUS
Yes. Thank you. But I think we
both know there's more to it than
that. Do you believe in fate, Neo?

NEO
No.

MORPHEUS
Why not?

NEO
Because I don't like the idea that
I'm not in control of my life.

MORPHEUS
I know exactly what you mean.

Again, that smile that could cut glass.

MORPHEUS
Let me tell you why you are here.
You are here because you have the
gift.

NEO
What gift?

MORPHEUS
I've watched you, Neo. You do not
use a computer like a tool. You
use it like it was part of
yourself. What you can do inside
a computer is not normal. I know.
I've seen it. What you do is
magic.

Neo shrugs.

NEO
It's not magic.

MORPHEUS
But it is, Neo. It is. How else
would you describe what has been
happening to you?

He leans forward.

MORPHEUS
We are trained in this world to
accept only what is rational and
logical. Have you ever wondered
why?

Neo shakes his head.

MORPHEUS
As children, we do not separate
the possible from the impossible
which is why the younger a mind is
the easier it is to free while a
mind like yours can be very
difficult.

NEO
Free from what?

MORPHEUS
From the Matrix.

Neo locks at his eyes but only sees a reflection of
himself.

MORPHEUS
Do you want to know what it is,
Neo?

Neo swallows and nods his head.

MORPHEUS

It's that feeling you have had all
your life. That feeling that
something was wrong with the
world. You don't know what it is
but it's there, like a splinter in
your mind, driving you mad,
driving you to me. But what is
it?

The LEATHER CREAKS as he leans
back.

MORPHEUS
The Matrix is everywhere, it's all
around us, here even in this room.
You can see it out your window, or
on your television. You feel it
when you go to work, or go to
church or pay your taxes. It is
the world that has been pulled
over your eyes to blind you from
the truth.

NEO
What truth?

MORPHEUS
That you are a slave, Neo. That
you, like everyone else, was born
into bondage...
... kept inside a prison that you
cannot smell, taste, or touch. A
prison for your mind.

Outside, the WIND BATTERS a loose PANE of glass.

MORPHEUS
Unfortunately, no one can be told
what the Matrix is. You have to
see it for yourself.

NEO
How?

MORPHEUS
Hold out your hands.

In Neo's right hand, Morpheus drops a red pill.

MORPHEUS
This is your last chance. After
this, there is no going back.

In his left, a blue pill.

MORPHEUS
You take the blue pill and the
story ends. You wake in your bed
and you believe whatever you want
to believe.

The pills in his open hands are reflected in the glasses.

MORPHEUS
You take the red pill and you stay
in Wonderland and I show you how
deep the rabbit-hole goes.

Neo feels the smooth skin of the capsules, with the
moisture growing in his palms.

MORPHEUS
Remember that all I am offering is
the truth. Nothing more.
Neo opens his mouth and swallows the red pill. The
Cheshire smile returns.

MORPHEUS
Follow me.


My guess, dear ones, is that as you watched this movie, or even read the words for the first time here, that you get a very familiar sense, a feeling you can’t quite explain.

It is true! Right now you are peeking into the rabbit’s hole, and just not quite sure what to make of it. Following the Matrix parallel imagine yourself as Neo. Sitting there, a foreign voice speaking to you, emotions enveloping your very being…unknown to you by your logical mind, yet familiar to you in a way you can’t quite explain.

This feeling is a combination of several elements. This is the programming in your brain, in fact in the very matter that makes up your body, calling out to you. This is your over soul speaking to you and it is the WEALTH of knowledge gathered from all your past incarnations rising to the surface. And the best part, I say smiling, is that it’s ALL a part of YOU and who “you” are, right NOW.

In this parallel as Neo, imagine that Morpheus is an extension of yourself. You are having a two sided conversation, fact as presented to you against the “facts” you think you know, but feel otherwise about.

As an old soul, by which I mean a soul that has lived on Earth before this moment, you have gained lifetimes of knowledge. Each time that you incarnate, that you are inserted into The Matrix so to speak, you start fresh in the physical realm, yet very developed in the spiritual realm.

For Indigos this can be a very tough life experience. The outer world that you know and see everyone around you operating in, something that you are “supposed” to be a part of, seems foreign to you. You feel out of place. At times even just walking down the street or in a crowd of people you are at odds with those around you, you feel different.

The thoughts that cross your mind and emotions that swell you are unable to explain where they come from, or make any sense of how to apply them.

At times, when your guard is down, you feel as though you will go on to do great things. Not just in a secular sense as this world promotes, such as going to school, having a career and being a successful capitalist. No, you feel as though this fire that burns inside of you, if only able to let it loose, will serve to help the whole world and no one can stop you because your conviction is so strong.

You feel there is always more you must do. Many accomplishments, big and small, you pass over as not enough.

It is as if you are in a foreign country. Everyone bustles around you speaking a language that you just don’t quite understand, and if only people would listen, and you, the REAL you, could speak things would suddenly be different.

Have you ever felt that way? If so, then believe me, you are not alone.

Why is this? This is because, to use the Matrix parallel again, there is a program that you have written for yourself, and it specifically requires you to feel this way.

That’s right. You are in fact a human alarm clock, ticking away until the appropriate time when your internal alarm goes off, and you begin to feed yourself with the knowledge you hold from other lives. This knowledge is immeasurable. It is information that, just like you felt but couldn’t explain, can and does change the world.

How so? Again, reference the Matrix. Neo was brought out of the Matrix by those who were aware of the reality. They put him in a place to show him. They taught him what they had learned. What happened? The very things that he was “learning” he began to excel, and exceed at.

You are living in a spiritual matrix. The world and it’s religions and politics and power has conditioned all of us to believe something, to call it reality, when in all facts of the matter it is nothing more than a farce.

The love, the knowledge, the pure intent and the yearning for connection and the power that you hold is the reality. As an Indigo you are here to usher in a new level of thought, a new level of emotion, a new level of connectedness that until now people refused to accept.

That is why you, yes YOU, CHOSE to be here. At this place, at this time. At some point in your history you have the conscious CHOICE that this is what you wanted to do. You would not be here otherwise. Which is why, until you do what you set out to, there is a hole within yourself that can’t be filled with anything else.

Unfortunately, waking up to our spiritual path is not as easy as simply taking a pill. It is something that usually is preceeded by life dilemmas and/or changes. We begin on a path when in fact we don’t know where we’re stepping. Perhaps it is opening our minds to new thoughts, new teachings or new beliefs. It could be growth as a person, such as overcoming an addiction, a secular life course, discontinuing a bad relationship (romantic or otherwise).

Many people find themselves at a life crossroads. Some choose to change. Some choose to carry on. Neither is right nor wrong. It is about the individual, and choice.

When one fully chooses, as in from the very and deepest definition of who they are, to change and open up, that is when you are opening your door. Your alarm clock is going off, screaming at you in fact, to WAKE UP and see that things are DIFFERENT than what you’ve come to accept. What people tell you is real. What society, the masses, the great herd of humans accept simply as how things are.

When that happens, as a very old and wise Indigo recently told me with a contagious smirk on her young face, “It’s a wild ride isn’t it?”

So my dear friend, welcome to your spiritual matrix! Once you take that step, there is no going back. It is a decision we all must make. In fact not making a decision, or saying “I’ll wait and see what happens,” is choosing to do nothing. There is no right and wrong. No black and white. No good and evil.

In this sense…it is all about you and that alarm clock you set. Are you going to wake up, or are you going to keep hitting snooze?


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Apologize

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Greetings!


I wanted to apologize if any readers have had issues over the last 24 hours accessing the site. I recently registered a custom domain, www.indigoinsight.org, and the transition has been a little bumpy as I am not the best with web issues. However, Wayne from www.waynejohn.com is going to help this weekend, so come Monday things should even better than before!

I am very eager to this taken care of as I have several blogs I want to publish, but haven't been able to get them up because of the back end issues.

I hope to have some time to post today and this weekend.

Thanks to all the readers!

Shorter Posts

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Greetings!

Wayne from WayneJohn recommended I make my posts shorter and update them more frequently. I think he is totally correct. It will make things much easier to read and digest.

SO if anyone has been turned off by the length of the articles so far, I apologize. As always, I appreciate any and all feedback.

Orbs in Pictures: Are They Spirits?

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Greetings!

Recently I have seen some amazing pictures with orbs. An example is the above picture. This was taken around midnight at a local cemetery. I can tell you the orb you see is not the moon or some kind of other light reflection as there were no lights near by. There was nothing visible to the eye floating in the sky, yet you can see what the camera saw and picked up.

What are these orbs? Are they spirits? Are they a form of energy? It is an interesting question to ponder indeed.

There are plenty of such photos you can see online, such as this site here .

Have any such photos of your own? Please share :)

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